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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
aiyah... the weekend past by so fast that we didn't even feel it was over.
last nite when he called, it just felt like it was friday all over again. weekend is and will always be great with him by your side. even if it means doing nothing.
now we are looking forward to this friday when it's the weekend again.
if last weekend we spent our time slacking at home and then to his frens' chalet at nite... this weekend we'll become the chauffeur to my royal queen of 368 aka m.u.m.m.y! dad will be off again on a company trip. this time they will be going to China for, i think, 4 or 5 days. And then we'll be attending his company's D&D. gosh!! it have been sooooo long since the last time i went to a D&D. the last was... not those my company organised. ya, don't be surprised... for 6yrs plus now, not even a single D&D organised by my work place did i ever attend. ok the last was during my final year in Delta. it was organised by the upper sec whose leaving that year. haha!! that was how long since the last time i dressed up! and this time he've invited me to tag along... i was so excited. yeay!! this time i got to dress DOWN!! but of course lah still looking fabulous and with their theme "Beach Party"... who won't be so excited. especially me! i got to wear my flip flop :D
but... but.... this is really the wrong time to be spending on anything..... arrrgghhhh!!!!
oh well i just have to restraint myself from spending OVER budget... ;p
ok now let me see.... what should i wear.......
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3:15 PM
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Monday, September 12, 2005
Found her name in the friendster.
Looked thru the pics.
She's in a relationship with somebody I've never seen before.
I guess he won't know him too.
She's a no one to me. And to him.
But the sight of her always disturb me.
I don't know why...
She is undeniably a babe.
If I were a male I'll definately be attracted to her.
"But that's if u know her..." he said.
"She's the kind you'll wanna have a fling and satisfy ur dire with. After that.... that's it..."
I can see that...
Her name brings me back to that time.....
Nothing ever happened between them.
In fact, there were really no "chemistry" between both of them.
I can see that too....
She's a flirt...
And he wasn't attracted to her. AT ALL.
Sometimes I wonder why... and if it's the truth..
Haha... I remembered there was once we bumped into each other.
The hatred was so obvious in her eyes. I don't understand why.
They were wondering why too...
Funny... "Haha... she don't like me don't you guys know..." he said and he laughed at it again.
We were, coincidently, suppose to take the same bus home.
"Let's take the cab instead. My treat." she said to them...
Is she mad b'cos she was rejected and that she failed to make him attracted to her?
Did something happen?
Funny...
But that was the past... left kept in my memory.
But still....
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1:13 PM
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Emailed the gerls again today to plan for our gathering. It's been so long since the last time was on Sailap's graduation show but that was only a few of us. I hope the rest will reply as soon as possible to set the date and time. missing them lots! Hope they are ok to meet up on weekend so dat Mengz can bring along her lil babe. Can't believe dat we've not meet her since she was born.. she must be abt 6 or 7 mths old already... according to Mengz she is getting chubbier everyday.. oh really can't wait to meet her babe! and can't wait to tell the gerls the perfect place to have our BIG gathering! before that i have to get a baby gift for Mengz babe. cannot be coming in an empty handed rite...
speaking of gatherings..... KAK LYDIA N KAK NOREEZ!! when will we be meeting up again? remember the once-in-a-month-gathering??? this is not like wat we've planned rite... huh! ;p
oh and Happy Befdae Mummy!!! May u look young always and of course panjang umur! :D
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12:20 PM
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Monday, August 15, 2005
yesterday deary n me caught the repeat telecast on the National Day parade at Padang... as always, every year they did a very good job on all the performance and this year the goverment really spend millions, i think, especially on the fireworks. yesterday evening finally get to watch the last firework that was held at the Marina South in conjuction of the finally day of the carnival. it was beatiful....
but from now onwards, 9th August will never be the same again cos that will mark the day my dear paternal grandmother returned to HIM. in within 1yr plus i lost both my paternal grandmothers. last year i thought that my granny from my mum's will still be around for my engagement. but HE loves her much more than us and so the 2nd day we welcomed 2004 she left us and now when i wished that my father's mum will still be around during my wedding day but that too... will not happen... last time i used to be grateful and proud that both my paternal grandparents from both side were still around. but when it's time for them to return to HIM we can just never predict when it will happen. that goes the same to us...
and ironically, on the very day my grandmother passed away, my neighbour gave birth to a beautiful baby gerl. huh! maybe she might be the replacement for my granny. who knows... only in GOD's will can this happen...
ya Allah tabahkan lah hatiku....
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12:01 PM
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
oh no.....
i think it's happening again...
the nighmare that i've been praying and hoping that it'll not turn out the same...
Oh God.... don't let history repeat itself...
Ya Allah.... tabahkan lah hatinya dan kuatkan lah imannya.. jauhkan lah dia daripada godaan syaitan... Ku bermohon padaMu ya Allah....
Amin.....
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1:52 PM
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
this past few days all that's in my mind is food, food and lots of food!!
it's pasta to be specific.. ;p
the other day was browsing around at the Popular Bookstore after work. was looking for some papers to make my card. as i stepped into the bookstore, the first thing i saw was recipe books! lots of them. yay!! that's is what i like most in a bookstore ;p all types of recipe and crusine.. one book caught my attention. it's "The Bible of Pastas." OMG... the book is so thick. everything u want to know abt pastas is in the book. from making the varieties of pasta to all the different type of sauces and toppings. and it cost 57 bucks! another one was a mini book on low-fat desserts. *slurp* super delicious seh and they are quite easy to prepare. boy i was so tempted to buy a few but.. never mind lah... some other day lah when i have my own house or when it's time to cook for the hus-band. for the time being... i'll just drool at those beautiful pictures of FOOD!!
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3:09 PM
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
*yawn* me just wake up from my nap...
still wrapped under my 'blankie'...
so cold....
it's drizzling outside...
wish i could continue my dream till the sun comes out again..
the ambiance here is so soothing...
not so many people are walking in and out of the store...
haiz~~ don't wish to start work..
am pulling the 'blankie' up to my neck...
am staring blankly at my computer screen...
kring kring kring...
"errm.. can you come in here pls.. i need you to help me do something..."
idiot!! disturb my peacefull time only.. chet!
enjoy what's left of thursday aik!
eh eh... it's thursday already lah... *wink wink* ;p
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1:39 PM
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